♥5.30.2009♥
:D I've almost gotten over my obsession. For those who don't know what I'm talking about, read post below.
Anyway, I am so scared! For SMO! I prepared harder than for last year, but still...D: And right now my mum is scolding me for not studying for it but blogging. But hey, you can't expect me to study 24/7 right? And for goodness sake, it's a holidayyyyyyy!! :D
Anyway I was kind of D: today. I know I should stop complaining about stuff but still. It really irks me on how people think that they know who I am, and what my personality is. They keep telling me what I bahave like, and when I say no, it's not like that, they choose not to believe.
At first it's ok. But when they repeatedly scrutinise my actions and say stuff about it it gets really really annoying. Plus they don't even know me that well. I mean, hey, you only know me for five months yet you think you know me so well?
Gah. D:
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♥5.29.2009♥
That's my line now.
Angels and Demons has got to be the best dammed movie in the world.
I love it. I'm probably not going to watch it again because it's those kind of shows where watching once is enough but it's so good. The plot is really complicated with twists and turns but there are no loopholes. Everything has got to fit in perfectly.
It's like (spoiler!!) the pope has died so there are four candidates shortlisted for pope. And all these candidates are kidnapped and are killed one by one gruesomely, except the last one. He was going to be drowned but he was saved in time. (Water element rocks!!) Their deaths have got something to do with the four elements : earth, air, fire and water. Their deaths are closely related to the elements. There's also a bomb which will go off at midnight so there's this priest, called Patrick. Just as the bomb is about to go off in a few minutes, he carries the bomb up in a helicopter with him so the bomb will explode in midair and kill him but the people below will be safe. I was like almost crying at that part because it was so touching. But then he managed to take a parachute down so he didn't die. But it turned out that he was actually a bad guy that plotted the murder of the four candidates so he could become pope himself. So at the ending, he realised he had nowhere else to run, and it was too late, so he burnt himself and asked "His Father" to cleanse his sins.
Precisely what I mean. A lot of twists and turns.
Yet it doesn't contradict. It all makes sense. It fits in perfectly. It's so...beautiful. I could just hug Dan Brown.
Angels and Demons...
It has many gory scenes which might be a bit disturbing...but the show is definitely worth the while.
:D!!
The show rocks!!Labels: Angels and Demons, beautiful, best, movie, wonderful
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♥5.28.2009♥
Yay! So I'm not dead after all! This post is to celebrate my survival.
Hah. Who am I kidding?! The only reason why I'm so glad is because I managed to find the four library books and return them! :D
Well...a lot of things happened today...
One of my friends is sorta worried that she has to stay back a year because she feels her results are not up to standard. Thus, she wants to transfer school. I know some of my friends who know her or even her herself might come across this post but...who cares?
Anyway, the thing is, the real battle (don't ask me what battle) isn't even over yet! For all you know you could ace after the rest of the exams! and you wanna give up like that?
I made her cry.
I feel guilty.
Ok even if I technically didn't make her cry, I...urrgh! I dunno what to think! I'm going beserk! She...gah! and my friends think I'm the crazy one. Oh wait. Yes I am. But anyway the point is...blehh.
Argh. We shouldn't give up. D: I dunno whether she was joking or not but...well...I think she's joking. She's definitely not going to. *praypray* and at the end of the year when she gets a 3.6 or higher, I'm gonna laugh in her face. Because she did well and proved my point. Hah!
Anyway, I still think I've made an enemy in her. That's me. Blunt. Should I be proud of it or something? I don't know. I woudn't try to conceal stuff purposefully from others. And I don't want them to conceal things from me either. If you've got anything to say, say it to my face. Not behind my back. My back doesn't have ears attached to it. The front of my head does.
Well even if people do not like me, what can I do about it? Take a gun and go,"like me or else?" Not everyone is perfect. Not everyone, ok, no one, is one-hundred percent liked. So just live your life and don't worry. I read somewhere (Cathy Hopkin's book. Mates, dates and...I forgot the title)
that you're a short time alive and a long time dead. So lead a meaningful life with as little worries as possible so when you're dead, you won't regret. (If you can, anyway).
Haha. I realise that's a bit ironic because I spend a lot of time on my blog complaining and worring but...oh well. Guess I'm not perfrct either. :D
And another happy thing is that my mum allows me to go out and watch a movie (Angels and Demons) with my friends tomorrow! YAY! And remind me to bring a pillow so I can hide or cover my eyes when it comes to the gory scenes. Whohoo!
And another thing:
We've broken up! Not as in relationship broken up but as in holidays are starting.
:D
Labels: complaining, happy, holidays, Joy, marks, movie, school, transfer, upset, worry
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♥5.27.2009♥
Blehh. I'm sosososososososo dead. In fact I'm deader than dead. Maybe I should just throw myself down a tower. Bleh.
I left my 4 library books under the table! I'm so paranoid! Or maybe not. If it gets stolen I'll die. Hah. I'm just counting on the hope that no one will actually steal the library books. x.x
Pray...Labels: dead, library books
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♥5.26.2009♥
Gosh gosh gosh, please don't apologise like that, especially not in front of everyone. Don't do it then apologise. I'm ok. I'm fine. I'm happy. It's only your apologies that make me sick.
I dunno what that was for. Just saying some weird things at random to siao qi. Gah.
Labels: random
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Urgh what's wrong with me? The title sounds like some cheem novel. But haha...anyway
Urgh (my second urgh. I must be really grouchy today) , I can't believe I was ranting on some stupid thing about Jealousy yesterday, it seem so long ago. Anyway today I got back my Intrine (is this the correct spelling?) Report on my grades, and no words could describe how I felt. Haha. But let me assure you first, it has nothing to do with happiness.
Okok. Frankly speaking, I wasn't much bothere by it at first. Then when my friends started complaining about their much higher grade, I felt like...D: Blehh. Then as I was walking home, I couldn't help it. I started crying. I told myself I would study so much harder. And here I am blogging. D:
And my mum forbids me to go for a movie with the rest of my friends this Friday. (School's cancelled. :D) She apparently wants me to study for my SMO competition. What the...? Fine. I promised I would study. But I bet even if I study 10 hours I wouldn't even get a bronze. D: The past-year questions are a more than enough sign.
Gosh...I'm really counting down till the hols...Labels: angry, Report, SMO
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♥5.25.2009♥
Yes yes yes! Because I was too busy ranting just now to think about all the good things in my life, I shall think about the good things that happened to me today. Here goes...
1. I managed to buy a name tag, or at least get the receipt without getting booked. Whoohoo! :D
2. I managed to get the JIVE dance thing.
3. I'm so darned glad I'm the "gentleman" (even though I'm never near gentle) in the JIVE dance because the steps are sooo much easier! Haha. *Gloats at partner who is playing the lady*
4. I watched a show today in Chinese class and the teacher gave out biscuits! Haha.
5. I'm being happy right now. Lame.
Well that's about it but a little happiness goes a long way. :D
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I dunno why I feel so moody after talkimg to my (ex-) best friend.
Nope. It's not that we quarreled or anything. It's just that we sort of drifted apart. Last year, (or shall I say, for the last 3 years which I knew her), she was like one of the most popular people in the class. And now she still is. Haiz...let's just day I'm just the complete opposite. Hah. *sarcarsm* Yin and Yang. No wonder we get on so well.
No don't get me wrong. I don't hate her or anything. I don't despise her either. She's nice. She has good leadership qualities. She's pretty and smart. Urgh. I feel so...worthless next to her. D: She was in the council in Primary school. She just went for the SL interview...yesterday? She's probably going to get a great life while I'll be condemned forever.
Urgh I absolutely hate it when I turn like that cause it does nothing but to make me sad, and it's not going to help anything. I know that there are loads of people out there who hate this kind of behaviour as well and tell those who feel like I'm feeling now to "get a grip". I know you do. But touch your heart. I bet we've all felt like that at least once in our lives. There's nothing wrong with being jealous. It's a natural human nature. By saying that you've never been jealous before is such a great lie...let's face it. We all have our jealous and unhappy days sometimes.
I'm not saying it's terribly bad or horrendous, but I'm not saying that it's good too. We can try to control how we feel on the outside sometimes, like hiding our tears, but we can't control how we really feel inside. You can't try to say, "I'm not jealous". Well you can, but you're not deceiving anyone. Except yourself.
Well I guess at the end of the day there are times we want to break down and cry and yell and scream and shout and condemn the world and pull our hair out. We are jealous sometimes. It's perfectly normal, just that we shouldn't let it take over our lives, our feelings and so on. Too little of something, even though if it is bad, may not neccessarily be a good thing.
For those who disagree with me, well I guess different people have their own points and views and the thing is, I'm not gonna change mine just for you. Labels: Jealousy, rants, upset
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♥5.23.2009♥
Gosh...it seems like eternity since I last blogged.
Anyway...exams are over! Whohooo!
And I think I'm most probably going for the class gahering which is ulta-super-duper cool!!
Well...today we had open house. It was quite ok I guess. It wasn't as crowded as I thought but at the end we were really enthu!! So it was quite fun after all. I hope the parents weren't freaked out by us.
And shoot. I lost my name tags. Both of them. D: I'm going to have to buy them tomorrow and I don't know whether I will get booked. Argh! And great. I just remembered I have this Biology thing which I have to act as Christiane something.
D: Great.Labels: class gathering, complaints, dead
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♥5.21.2009♥
Whoo! After 3 million light years of gruelling exams, they are OVER!! :D
Bah. Now it's just the results.
Maybe it's not so nice for the exams to be over.D:
Anyway...my MAD (Math Active Day) group is facing serious problems because none of us 5 can actually go attend to our booth on 5th June at all. Sheesh. We've managed to get two people to help us. Yes! Thank you Xing Yue and Meng Xue, you guys rock! But can two people manage a whole bunch of P4s? And what's more we need to teach them the rules from scratch. Arrgh...
Ohsheeshohsheeshohsheesh!! I suddenly realise that I need to send Xing Yue all the details. But I don't have them! Chen Xi does. *wails*...Labels: elated, exams, MAD, upset, wailing
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♥5.20.2009♥
Die die...
Really die.
I can just picture Ang Sensei's angry face now.Labels: die, exam, Japanese
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Argh sheesh. I practically flunked Chemistry... :(
************************* I totally feel like cursing right now because I did work hard for Chem. And if I don't do well, (which I didn't), then there is absolutely no hope of me being able to take triple science. Then there is no hope for me to go to medical school. Then there is no hope of me becoming a paedatrician. Then I can't help poor, suffering children!! Sheesh I'm being paranoid. :(
And the Guides AA dance is weird. I like the cool part but it's so difficult!! My PL is so good at dancing. Urgh. I suck at dancing.
Now we have to learn three dances. Mass dance, Jive, and the AA dance. My partner for Jive is Nanshan!! :D It's kinda cool!! Only sad thing is that I'm the guy (because I'm taller). But girls have to do more. Ha!!Labels: dance, worried
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♥5.19.2009♥
Argh I feel so upset!! D: Urgh I feel now that no matter how hard I try, I always can't catch up, like in terms of academics. Tomorrow, I'm going to get back my report and...I have this feeling I'm going to be very, very disappointed.
It's like, whenever you walked ten steps, others walk fifty. No matter how hard I try, everyone is like zooming ahead of me. ): Sometimes I really regret going to the school I go to.
*Sigh* Guess I'll just have to see what that report says then...Labels: academic, disappointed, upest
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I don't know what to write but I shall rant on things anyway.
Number 1.
Why are some things so unfair?
This sounds very philosophical but anyway, do you guys ever think and believe that a person is always born with at least a special talent or ability? Urgh. But why is it that some people are born so ugly and others are so pretty? Do looks affect us? I think more and more people (especially younger ones) always judge a book by it's cover. Urgh it's so unfair. I think people shouldn't judge people by their looks. D:
Bleh...I can't think of anymore to say...guess that's the end of my rant. Haha. I'll never be able to be a lawyer when I grow up...Labels: accepted, looks, rants
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Hello everyone!!
Wow this is my first post.
Well not really. It's kinda stupid. I created a new blog yesterday but I can't load ( don't know why either) so I created another one!! In just one day. Wow.
Labels: Wow
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