♥11.23.2010♥
Haha it's been so long since I posted something that I almost forgot my google password D: I don't even know what to type now so I'm just typing and typing and typing and praying that this post will turn out...(hopefully) ok! (:
Anyways, this year was definitely not one of the best-of-the-best years, but it was the most eventful year I ever had. I still remember at this time last year I kept praying every night before I slept that something at least interesting would come along and happen to me so at least the most interesting time of my day wouldn't be watching some channel 8 drama Dx Haha and blehh... I got what I wanted! :D
I know this sounds really cliche but sometimes I wish that I hadn't made that wish. But yet if I could go all the way back to the start of this year, there's not a single thing that I would change (well... except my GPA xD) So many things happened and when I think of them it's like... everything's linked in some way or another, yet when you're standing at the end of it all, you just can't believe it happened. I lost so many friends, made some new friends, and everything's changed. It's like evolution in pokemon (remember this Casey? xD)
Well change may not always be so bad, but I hate change Dx I keep worrying that somehow throughout all these crazy events I've lost who I used to be or something. But if I don't change at all and I still remain a crazy hyper self when I'm ninety-seven... haha well that'll be worse.
But we've got to learn how to face up to ourselves. (: There's nothing harder in this world than facing up to yourself. And once you do that and you learn how to love who you are, then nothing else would seem to obstruct or faze you. Great this sounds so philosophical and reflections-essay-ish. But as long as we keep believing and hoping everything will turn out ok. (:
So well, even if next year is not as interesting and crazy as this year was, I'm gonna make the most of it. :D Here goes nothing then! xD
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