♥6.15.2009♥
I just checked my e-mail and I'm getting so damned pissed off that I don't even care whether any of my 113 classmates reads this post.
Look. The main problem now is that the class doesn't want to co-operate so the gathering can't go smoothly. And after deciding to give it one last shot, I send all the ex-co an e-mail like 7 days ago, and until now, almost freaking nobody has replied.
Except dear Sarah and Bridget. Thanks guys.
And I know some of you are overseas but all of you can't be gone at one go right? Plus it's so many days' notice! If the freaking ex-co doesn't co-operate, how can we expect the rest of the class to?!
I was disappointed. In the class.
No I'm disappointed in the ex-co.
Plus hotmail. They did goodness know what to my e-mail account and now I can't even send messages at all! Thank goodness or I'll have scolded the ex-co long ago. D:
And if the ex-co still doesn't reply about how they feel it'll be too late to have the gathering and by then, it wouldn't be the class's fault. It'll be the ex-co's fault.
Labels: class gathering, ex-co, irresponsible, pissed off
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I don't even know what to write for the title.
Well I guess I'll be spilling the beans about the class gat, but I shan't. It makes me remember. About things that I want to forget.
I don't know how to explain it but on the day of the class gathering, I felt I sort of didn't fit in. Even my good friend, (I shan't say ex-best friend) well...there was definitely some kind of barrier and I could tell we were drifting apart. I shall not think about it. D: I'm not angry or upset. Ok frankly, I am sad because it's like a great and beautiful part of my childhood has sort of disappeared and it's really painful to think about it, like it will never be the same again. I felf kinda lost after the gathering, so I wrote a poem. It's not completed though.
It's about pain and hope. Nearly all my poems are on pain and hope. Pain because I've experienced it and hope because I need it. Here goes:
Sometimes when your life may seem so down and so unfair,
it seems like nothing will ever help even when you're deep down in despair.
Your head feels torn, your heart aches, everything seems wrong,
Nothing's able to cheer you up, not even playing your favourite song.
Your happiness's gone, you feel lost, you thing you're going insane,
It feels like the smile you used to carry will never come again.
All the bad things seem to happen at one, you don't know how to act,
You feel that no matter what you think or say, it will never be correct,
But even in the darkest of days, not all hope is gone,
There will always be a new day, you just have to wait till dawn.
Yup that's all I finished till. After that I grabbed a harry potter book and went to bed. But I couldn't sleep. I kept mulling over the gat. Thinking about what happened. It didn't cheer me up. D:
Anyway next Monday I'm going to watch ghosts of girlfriends past! With my friend. Haha I can't wait to see her. :DLabels: class gathering, haha, happy, movie
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♥6.13.2009♥
Haha. Today's the day. The big big day. As in the class gathering day. :D I think I'm over-reacting but I feel kinda nervous. Because I haven't seen my classmates for so long. And I miss them. All of them. (Don't look so skeptical - I mean it!)
Well anyway, I guess I'll just enjoy myself. Haha :D Great. I'm really nervous. I always type "haha" when I'm nervous. When I really want to show I'm laughing I go, "HAHAHAHAHAHA" but that's beyond the point.
Sigh. It's 10.24 already and the gathering starts at 11. Oh greatgreatgreatgreatgreat. What if I'm the first to arrive or something? Not likely but it would still be awkward... I'm not exactly Hwa Jin's BFF. Gah. I should just chill... Great. I'd better wake my father up soon.
:D:D:D:D:D:DLabels: class gathering, nervous
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Oh my gosh!
Oh gosh.
I realised I've been blogging for so many days and I didn't mention I'm going to the class gathering tomorrow! Haha well...
It's not that uber-great a thing but it sorta means a lot to me.
Yeesh and just now I told my mum I'm going to wake up at 8 bright and early tomorrow to study till 10.30 and my father scoffed the idea. He's saying he bet I won't do it, but I can tell, he's only saying that so that I will do it. Urgh. I'd better set my alarm.
Wish me luck! :DLabels: class gathering, Luck, study
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♥5.23.2009♥
Gosh...it seems like eternity since I last blogged.
Anyway...exams are over! Whohooo!
And I think I'm most probably going for the class gahering which is ulta-super-duper cool!!
Well...today we had open house. It was quite ok I guess. It wasn't as crowded as I thought but at the end we were really enthu!! So it was quite fun after all. I hope the parents weren't freaked out by us.
And shoot. I lost my name tags. Both of them. D: I'm going to have to buy them tomorrow and I don't know whether I will get booked. Argh! And great. I just remembered I have this Biology thing which I have to act as Christiane something.
D: Great.Labels: class gathering, complaints, dead
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