♥3.08.2010♥
Sometimes life doesn't seem like it's about getting what you want but doing what others want. I seem to never be getting what I want. I'm not even near it. Like nothing can really truely make me so happy anymore.
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♥3.04.2010♥
Oh man.
I'm so tired. -yawns till you can see my tonsils-
IT'S 11.47.
I realise that if you pronounce RS as one word like Rs it will sound like 'arse'. Which it probably is.
Wan Yii's so awesome she managed to do the film proposal ALL BY HERSELF omg I'm going to buy her a huge huge birthday present I AM THIS BLOG POST IS PROOF. (Even though I know Wan Yii doesn't even know that my blog exists. xD) And I feel so horrible now because Wan Yii and Zhixin are well... all so brilliant and I'm sitting here typing away and feeling darned guilty cos I have not as much ideas to contribute.
11.51
Eeyer I have no idea what to type I have a headache and I can't think straight! (But don't worry I AM straight) Nobody probably ever comes and visit my blog anyway so I shall WRITE ANYTHING I WANT TO WRITE.
Hmmm ok how about 5 things I would change about me
5. I wanna be more hardworking (which is why I'm going to stay up until 3 to do yue du bao gao! -gulps-)
4. I want to be more responsible.
3. I want to erm... be a better friend. D:
2. I want to worry less. Worrying takes up 25 h a day for me. And *drumroll...*
-suspense in the air...-
1. I want to be less lame and less crappy! WOOOOHOOOOOO (though I know this will NEVER COME TRUE OHOHOHOHO)
But mainly no matter what happens, I guess it's just most important to be yourself. I don't even know who myself is anymore. Sometimes it seems like something just sort of overtakes you and you don't even know what you're doing anymore.
Whee all the paragraphs except the first few have nothing to do with RS.
Sighs if anyone really DOES come to my blog I'm dead
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♥3.03.2010♥
And now it's eleven thirty nine! :D
My dad's back sheesh I'm so dead.
NIGHTS
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It's eleven thirty six (and excuse me if I didn't put hyphens in correctly blah) BUT I FEEL RANDOM! And I don't wanna sleep.
There's no one I can talk to :/
I've got no one to believe it.
Ok now that sounds like some Taylor Swift song (recall our pop song thing Zhi Xin!)
Eeee it's not good to emo so late at night or I'll have an emo dream which I won't be able to remember when I wake up. :/
Randomrandomrandom
GOOD NIGHT
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