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♥7.09.2009♥

I went to third lang today. And person X ignored me again. I'm kind hurt because I don't know what started it plus it's so weird and I could almost swear that person X was looking at me but didn't say a word.
Why the...?!
And we got into our Biology groups today. I loved my group. Oh wait. I still do. Me, Emily, Mengxue and Rachel. It's absolutely perfect!! :D And third lang wasn't that bad either except that person X made me feel so angry. I think I'm getting overly-sensitive. Arrgh anyway it's not like...blehh.
I might be going to see the new Harry Potter movie soon! And don't get me wrong. I do not usually go to cinemas that often but this year's an exception and I don't know why. Maybe being in Sec 1 makes you feel like you have a new sense of freedom and therefore you're rushing out to meet your friends?
Person X, I hate you. Now go away and don't bother me ever again. I hate you. I want to stop brooding over you. So get out of my mind. Get out now.

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♥6.21.2009♥

Haha Happy Father's Day.
Today I went out for a steamboat with my cousins... :D Something rather weird happened in Kinokuniya but I can't go into details, or my particular cousin will kill me, haha.
Anyway, 2 days left!! To ghosts of girlfriends' past. Man, I can't wait to see my friend...she wasn't there during the gathering and I really miss her. I miss her the most in the whole of 6A. She's one of my closest friends and if she's reading this...just to let her know...I will treasure our friendship forever.
Eww I hate being mushy.

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♥6.15.2009♥

I don't even know what to write for the title.
Well I guess I'll be spilling the beans about the class gat, but I shan't. It makes me remember. About things that I want to forget.
I don't know how to explain it but on the day of the class gathering, I felt I sort of didn't fit in. Even my good friend, (I shan't say ex-best friend) well...there was definitely some kind of barrier and I could tell we were drifting apart. I shall not think about it. D: I'm not angry or upset. Ok frankly, I am sad because it's like a great and beautiful part of my childhood has sort of disappeared and it's really painful to think about it, like it will never be the same again. I felf kinda lost after the gathering, so I wrote a poem. It's not completed though.
It's about pain and hope. Nearly all my poems are on pain and hope. Pain because I've experienced it and hope because I need it. Here goes:

Sometimes when your life may seem so down and so unfair,
it seems like nothing will ever help even when you're deep down in despair.

Your head feels torn, your heart aches, everything seems wrong,
Nothing's able to cheer you up, not even playing your favourite song.

Your happiness's gone, you feel lost, you thing you're going insane,
It feels like the smile you used to carry will never come again.

All the bad things seem to happen at one, you don't know how to act,
You feel that no matter what you think or say, it will never be correct,

But even in the darkest of days, not all hope is gone,
There will always be a new day, you just have to wait till dawn.

Yup that's all I finished till. After that I grabbed a harry potter book and went to bed. But I couldn't sleep. I kept mulling over the gat. Thinking about what happened. It didn't cheer me up. D:
Anyway next Monday I'm going to watch ghosts of girlfriends past! With my friend. Haha I can't wait to see her. :D

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♥5.29.2009♥

That's my line now.
Angels and Demons has got to be the best dammed movie in the world.
I love it. I'm probably not going to watch it again because it's those kind of shows where watching once is enough but it's so good. The plot is really complicated with twists and turns but there are no loopholes. Everything has got to fit in perfectly.
It's like (spoiler!!) the pope has died so there are four candidates shortlisted for pope. And all these candidates are kidnapped and are killed one by one gruesomely, except the last one. He was going to be drowned but he was saved in time. (Water element rocks!!) Their deaths have got something to do with the four elements : earth, air, fire and water. Their deaths are closely related to the elements. There's also a bomb which will go off at midnight so there's this priest, called Patrick. Just as the bomb is about to go off in a few minutes, he carries the bomb up in a helicopter with him so the bomb will explode in midair and kill him but the people below will be safe. I was like almost crying at that part because it was so touching. But then he managed to take a parachute down so he didn't die. But it turned out that he was actually a bad guy that plotted the murder of the four candidates so he could become pope himself. So at the ending, he realised he had nowhere else to run, and it was too late, so he burnt himself and asked "His Father" to cleanse his sins.
Precisely what I mean. A lot of twists and turns.
Yet it doesn't contradict. It all makes sense. It fits in perfectly. It's so...beautiful. I could just hug Dan Brown.
Angels and Demons...
It has many gory scenes which might be a bit disturbing...but the show is definitely worth the while.
:D!!
The show rocks!!

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♥5.28.2009♥

Yay! So I'm not dead after all! This post is to celebrate my survival.
Hah. Who am I kidding?! The only reason why I'm so glad is because I managed to find the four library books and return them! :D
Well...a lot of things happened today...
One of my friends is sorta worried that she has to stay back a year because she feels her results are not up to standard. Thus, she wants to transfer school. I know some of my friends who know her or even her herself might come across this post but...who cares?
Anyway, the thing is, the real battle (don't ask me what battle) isn't even over yet! For all you know you could ace after the rest of the exams! and you wanna give up like that?
I made her cry.
I feel guilty.
Ok even if I technically didn't make her cry, I...urrgh! I dunno what to think! I'm going beserk! She...gah! and my friends think I'm the crazy one. Oh wait. Yes I am. But anyway the point is...blehh.
Argh. We shouldn't give up. D: I dunno whether she was joking or not but...well...I think she's joking. She's definitely not going to. *praypray* and at the end of the year when she gets a 3.6 or higher, I'm gonna laugh in her face. Because she did well and proved my point. Hah!
Anyway, I still think I've made an enemy in her. That's me. Blunt. Should I be proud of it or something? I don't know. I woudn't try to conceal stuff purposefully from others. And I don't want them to conceal things from me either. If you've got anything to say, say it to my face. Not behind my back. My back doesn't have ears attached to it. The front of my head does.
Well even if people do not like me, what can I do about it? Take a gun and go,"like me or else?" Not everyone is perfect. Not everyone, ok, no one, is one-hundred percent liked. So just live your life and don't worry. I read somewhere (Cathy Hopkin's book. Mates, dates and...I forgot the title)
that you're a short time alive and a long time dead. So lead a meaningful life with as little worries as possible so when you're dead, you won't regret. (If you can, anyway).
Haha. I realise that's a bit ironic because I spend a lot of time on my blog complaining and worring but...oh well. Guess I'm not perfrct either. :D
And another happy thing is that my mum allows me to go out and watch a movie (Angels and Demons) with my friends tomorrow! YAY! And remind me to bring a pillow so I can hide or cover my eyes when it comes to the gory scenes. Whohoo!
And another thing:
We've broken up! Not as in relationship broken up but as in holidays are starting.
:D

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