I don't even know what to write for the title.
Well I guess I'll be spilling the beans about the class gat, but I shan't. It makes me remember. About things that I want to forget.
I don't know how to explain it but on the day of the class gathering, I felt I sort of didn't fit in. Even my good friend, (I shan't say ex-best friend) well...there was definitely some kind of barrier and I could tell we were drifting apart. I shall not think about it. D: I'm not angry or upset. Ok frankly, I am sad because it's like a great and beautiful part of my childhood has sort of disappeared and it's really painful to think about it, like it will never be the same again. I felf kinda lost after the gathering, so I wrote a poem. It's not completed though.
It's about pain and hope. Nearly all my poems are on pain and hope. Pain because I've experienced it and hope because I need it. Here goes:
Sometimes when your life may seem so down and so unfair,
it seems like nothing will ever help even when you're deep down in despair.
Your head feels torn, your heart aches, everything seems wrong,
Nothing's able to cheer you up, not even playing your favourite song.
Your happiness's gone, you feel lost, you thing you're going insane,
It feels like the smile you used to carry will never come again.
All the bad things seem to happen at one, you don't know how to act,
You feel that no matter what you think or say, it will never be correct,
But even in the darkest of days, not all hope is gone,
There will always be a new day, you just have to wait till dawn.
Yup that's all I finished till. After that I grabbed a harry potter book and went to bed. But I couldn't sleep. I kept mulling over the gat. Thinking about what happened. It didn't cheer me up. D:
Anyway next Monday I'm going to watch ghosts of girlfriends past! With my friend. Haha I can't wait to see her. :DLabels: class gathering, haha, happy, movie
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