Yay! So I'm not dead after all! This post is to celebrate my survival.
Hah. Who am I kidding?! The only reason why I'm so glad is because I managed to find the four library books and return them! :D
Well...a lot of things happened today...
One of my friends is sorta worried that she has to stay back a year because she feels her results are not up to standard. Thus, she wants to transfer school. I know some of my friends who know her or even her herself might come across this post but...who cares?
Anyway, the thing is, the real battle (don't ask me what battle) isn't even over yet! For all you know you could ace after the rest of the exams! and you wanna give up like that?
I made her cry.
I feel guilty.
Ok even if I technically didn't make her cry, I...urrgh! I dunno what to think! I'm going beserk! She...gah! and my friends think I'm the crazy one. Oh wait. Yes I am. But anyway the point is...blehh.
Argh. We shouldn't give up. D: I dunno whether she was joking or not but...well...I think she's joking. She's definitely not going to. *praypray* and at the end of the year when she gets a 3.6 or higher, I'm gonna laugh in her face. Because she did well and proved my point. Hah!
Anyway, I still think I've made an enemy in her. That's me. Blunt. Should I be proud of it or something? I don't know. I woudn't try to conceal stuff purposefully from others. And I don't want them to conceal things from me either. If you've got anything to say, say it to my face. Not behind my back. My back doesn't have ears attached to it. The front of my head does.
Well even if people do not like me, what can I do about it? Take a gun and go,"like me or else?" Not everyone is perfect. Not everyone, ok, no one, is one-hundred percent liked. So just live your life and don't worry. I read somewhere (Cathy Hopkin's book. Mates, dates and...I forgot the title)
that you're a short time alive and a long time dead. So lead a meaningful life with as little worries as possible so when you're dead, you won't regret. (If you can, anyway).
Haha. I realise that's a bit ironic because I spend a lot of time on my blog complaining and worring but...oh well. Guess I'm not perfrct either. :D
And another happy thing is that my mum allows me to go out and watch a movie (Angels and Demons) with my friends tomorrow! YAY! And remind me to bring a pillow so I can hide or cover my eyes when it comes to the gory scenes. Whohoo!
And another thing:
We've broken up! Not as in relationship broken up but as in holidays are starting.
:D
Labels: complaining, happy, holidays, Joy, marks, movie, school, transfer, upset, worry
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